Miracles

This is going to sound really, really nasty.

I hate miracle stories. The, "doctors said our child was incompatible with life and we're proving them wrong!" ones.

Yeah. Awesome. You got a miracle.

We didn't.

It makes me feel like we didn't do enough. That we didn't pray hard enough, that we just weren't good enough for God to save our boy.

I've been reading too many of these stories lately, and each and every one of them make me feel like less of a mother.