I found something that made me feel.. I don't even know.
It's called a spirit tree.
When Henry passes, we can take his ashes and use them to grow a tree. And then plant that tree -- and he can grow big and strong. It makes me so happy to think about!
My boy can grow up, in a way. We can do our family pictures under his branches. I think it's absolutely beautiful.
Jason's worried about me. I don't want him to worry, but if I don't know our plan in advance I just know I'll muck everything up.
If I don't have a plan, I'll worry. It'll eat at me every day. I'm not sure I could survive the next couple of months.
He's kicking now. I'm taking this as a sign. I hope he likes it.
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