Our big meeting is in two hours.
Where we find out the MRI results. Where we'll decide what's to happen next. Where we can maybe get a glimmer of what to expect.
I'm panicking. Not mentally, but my body is shaking. I'm lightheaded. I've only had a few anxiety attacks in my life - and I feel like this is one of them. I checked my blood pressure, and that's normal.
The closer I get, the more I feel it in my body. I'm forcing my mind to remain calm. I wish everything else would listen.
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