Isolate. I feel so very isolated.

I know that there must be other women feeling the way I do. I just can't find them.

Some days I just want to be alone. I find that reading helps, like it's always helped when I've felt sad. I read a lot. Now I feel like I'm analyzing myself. Am I always depressed, and just ignore it/block it out?

Anyways.

I took my lunch solo today. It was wonderful. I need to be alone today, not because of anybody or anything - I just need to be quiet inside, for once.