I'm entirely too busy to type up a formal blog post, but just an update - I'm not reliving every moment from last year. I'm still using my car as a private crying booth, but, it's not turning the knife every hour.
Progress. Henry is always with me, and I don't feel bad for missing him. I do feel bad, however, for reliving my own feelings as we approach his first Angelversary. It disrupts my desire to celebrate him, it makes me feel like I'm wallowing rather than being a mommy he can be proud of.
Amelia is, as always, completely amazing. I love every minute with her.
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